Ummm.... where should i start.... maybe from recent life? Like i had written on previous post, it's December, 2011 is coming to an end for student like me, Everything else is 2012's.... (sort of)
Well i just end my 2011 in a crappy way. I fail one subject in my final semester..... It's not my first time failing something in my university life, it's nothing biggie (like might get kick out from the uni) but i don't think anyone would be happy to see a fail in a final sem, it's one of those so close yet so far scenario, from graduation that is. Some of you that close enough to me would had been updated from me long ago on stuff like i fail some subjects and had opt for underloaded for few semesters, hence been doing my degree in an extremely slow pace manner. I know everyone have their own pace on doing/learning things, there's nothing wrong with doings things at my own pace, it's just am sort of tired from it and want to get out of it asap.... ( i knew some days i would miss those school time thing and i do, just not uni maybe....so much freedom so much stress =.=|| )
4th years in Universities and i start finding summer holiday is one hell of waste of my life thing! I mean sure i want some break after 12weeks of intense study and assignments + 4 weeks of exam period (including Swop week) But not months of holidays~ Right now i just wanna get in another intense study + exam thingy and get over with this uni student stage of life, sure uni offer summer course But what is the mean of summer course when 70% of it start before the release of the previous sem result, like the hell ppl know they need it that time and the hell ppl can do some sub that need preliminary requirement subject that they yet knew if they pass it or not, another 30% offer after the release of the result, 80% of it is not offer to everyone and 20% of it u might had done it edi during ur normal semester. Monash logic for this is, summer semester is for ace student who wish to finish the course earlier.... yeah right, from what i see the subject offer, 50% of them pretty useless and 50% of it ace student probably done it edi in normal sem cos they are like basic of all, eg u can't do any other level 2 and 3 subject without them, as if ace student would flunt it and need that in summer!? and Ace student NORMALLY got an good internship in big firm for summer btw~ Right now i am in this shitty situation that i just happen to done all the able to do subject they offer for summer B, darn! (if i knew i wouldn't do that subject and should save it for spare tire for summer man! why it is not offer in previous years and have to be offer now! bad luck =.=)
Summer holiday = vacation!? yea right, but they forgot vacation need money! People who could work and study at the same time and not flung anything are amazing! No idea how they did it but am certainly not one of them, so no source of income for vacation.... Get a job (well am looking for one....) but i prefer getting job after the degree, it's actually a bit annoying that i have start to adapt to my summer intern or job and all of the sudden uni start and i need to get back to study mode. Am not a person who enjoy changes, i found it mafan! So yea that's me at this stage, 1 darn subject left for a sem and a 3 months holidays (1 months almost gone edi) in the nation down under... still thinking what sort of job to work in.... i mentioned i don't enjoy changes so i was thinking of stuck in the same job for the next half year of my life.
Others good and bad of my life is minor compare to this (this one is personal and big impact T_T). 3 of my house dog back in Sibu had passed away, 2 from old age and one from illness... One of my brother tortoise died too before i come here(dunno why). My aunt's goat multiply again but they slaughter 2 of the adult one =.=||... but still we have more goat than dog now.... (dunno why my aunt want to keep goat, i found them smelly wei~). Two of my close cousin married (after my sis) but i can't attend any of the wedding cos am stuck here =.=||). Umm... i think that's about all of the major event (ending part are all updates on animals hahaha) This post is long enough save some other thought for other post. Scroll down to check bah cos i would opt to post them in previous date as it's more relevant....
Finally give it a go today cos found a cosy sofa seat there to hang out (hot day me seeking air con~~~ ) They also sell some home ware and cooking stuff 
This corner look super cozy~~ 
