Easter break

This is the very first time in my life that i actually don't look forward for this term break. Before i able to think further for my future, i have been thinking further for my laziness. After term break mean THE END of this LAZINESS and PROCRASTINATION habit, there will no longer any excuses for me to do so since am kinda in the pinch edi by that time. The assignment is due, mid term test is coming and most importantly the Final is coming.

But after Thursday, i suddenly looking forward to this darn break, Be know the detail edi since i use my $0.65 remain credit in my IDD card and we talked for one and a half hours, crazy, i wish calling M'sia is that cheap~~

Anyway it's basically about my group assignment thing. I have been team up with 2 and a half Vietnamise, one of the girl is half chinese half vietnamise hence the half. Anyway the smartest one and the one who know what are we doing is one of the girl who been here for 10 years and i am closer to her since we meet each other from the first day of tute and we have 2 tute together. But that day she decided to skip Cost info tute. So the only guy in our group, the one i really hate (u know who i wanna badmouth here edi) come to me after our tute and said we are having a group meeting NOW. I was like heh? owh, okay~ since i actually have another class at 1pm-3pm (we finish that tute at 12pm) and i didn't have my breakfast so am desperately wanna go grab lunch. I don't mean to be such incorperative people (in thinking, i still do the meeting for their sack) but at least give me a notice before hand. I was pratically unprepare so it would be obvious i won't know much on what to do with that assignment. For god sake we still got 5 weeks before this assignment due while i got 3 other assignment + a mid term that happen in 2 weeks time, of cos am focus on what due/happening first, if u didn't give me any early notice i won't prepare for sth that only happen 5 weeks later.

So this part annoyed me a bit but not till the extend i wanna slap him. What happen after that make me wanna slap him! He called up a group meeting when he wasn't even on the right track, ie he's unprepared and he obviously didn't know what the assignment requirement! To make it worst, he kinda preasure me A LOT and give me a feeling that since the other girl didn't come i am the one in charge or so. (he didn't said it out, but he's been staring at me ALL THE TIME with that U HAVE TO DECIDE look) I frankly told him for around 10 time within that half an hour I DUNNO HOW TO DO Q1!!! Darn it, get the point dude! and this assignment is unless u answer the freaking Q1 we can't do the rest of the question.

And that ALIEN! after hearing that still mention about he didn't like to do thing last minutes, and acording to what the other girl (the missing one) said she sound like she wanna do it last minutes, okay fine, since it's group assignment, it is better to finish it earlier, if a teammate demand it we all willing to coorporate and do our best to finish it ealrier. But what he meant is HE WANNA DO 1000 WORDS BY TONIGHT (thursday night) CRAZY! I have repeat 1000 time to explain unless we know how to do that Q1 we can't do the rest of the question and been telling him when our assignment sepecifically define DIVISION as particular part of the company you select it didn't mean US south devision, north division IDIOT, we study account not gerography! BE REALISTIC!

Plus, Most of the time in the meeting we r in this awkward embrassing + uneasy silence mode, with him staring am me as if DEMANDING me to solve his problem, fullfill his wish etc, GAH!!
waste of my time, i rather go have my lunch!! So i manage to get away FINALLY when i start getting really impatient but still told in in polite way " If you really wanna get 1000 words done by tonight am fine with it, with the condition, i obviously cannot and dunno how to do Q1 so if you think you know how and is confident with it go ahead write it and send it over to me BY before nightfall and we decided is it okay or not and then we can move forward to the rest of the question" and then i jst 'run away'. The other girl and him know each other so maybe that's why he know she's hopeles and he cannot push the responsible to her. Grrr... I really hate people pushing responsible to me, esp when i already told that person i can't and dunno how to handle that responsible! Why wanna commit suicide by FORCING me to do it? and am really piss with the fact it's a GUY that pushing it, come on! grow up kiddo, am not babysitting u or what, be a man, stop been such a baby!

I end up buying Wraps and eat it in the lecture since i don't have any time left to eat thanks to certain idiot. He's not idiot in term of IQ it's one of those alien which i can said one sentence to 10 other person and they all will understand what i mean except him. It's not chicken talking with duck, we r on same language, i even use all simple word, different vocab to express "i dunno how to do Q1" to him. He's alien, at least for me, we might have same apperance as human and DNA that said we are human and we speak same language, but our brain function diffrently am on earth while he in in some LALA land or what! So now i decided to HATE him, not cos his idiot but more to he as a guy been forcing me to do sth that i already said i dunno how to do, plus it's group assignment even if he been acting he's doing his part but he give me a feeling he wanna force me do all the stuff. Now i wish i can hurry get over with this and never have to deal with the ALIEN anymore.

Beside he talk big and do nothing, i haven't even receive 1 word from him since, What i wanna do it by tonight oh, such a looser, FUCK OFF! gah enough of him, am gonna have a holiday free from him! banzai! sigh why is the break only 1 week? i need 2 weeks, one for playing one for study and do assignment ~