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Hmm... this one week study break is not doing me any good, it's been like holiday life for me, only difference is a study a bit a day (can't get myself to study for long hour cos the tension isn't there) now that the exam is on tue and wed, i start stress up and think eh what have i study liao ah?? am doomed! very very doomed!!

Mum said my fav dog is sick again.... T_T and this time it's seems that it's quite serious, and that he might not make it till me return at the end of the year. Vet suspected there's "sth growing in the stomach" (chinese way of putting it) It is some sort of trend here that the nice and obedient pet usually meet their end earlier than the headache one? I know this day will come sooner or later for him. His turning 9 or 10 this year edi. and die, but really i think that's not that old yet!! Check out his mum, she can barely walk now, am more mentally prepare for her death than this one T_T Am getting more and more emotional on stuff nowadays (sign of aging??) i mean it's not like i never lost a long time pet before but this one, he just has been there as long a i remember and and i guess deep down me is hoping he will continue to be there for another couple of year and it make me feel empty with the thought of he won't be there anymore soon.... I hope this is just another 'worry too much', hope he will recover soon... haiz.....

Another thing is remember me mentioning that my aunt keep a goat as pet? well not it become 2!! she get another one -_-|| seriously! why wanna keep goat as pet at home ah?? is not like our house compound is really that big ah!! ah oh well~ as long as i don't have to take care of them hahaha (mum said my aunt and my uncle even build a shelter for them) me suddenly fascinated and want to know what our neighbour think ah when my aunt first have them cos according to mum they have been "meh" quite often and loud, aren't it weird that one morning u suddenly wake up by the sound of goat?