For BE: No he's not my relative or sth, but every Sibu people (as long as they r not v.young or ignorance know this person). He was our Sibu Municipal Council president for very long period (1999-2004) i think, kinda like my whole student life when i start read newspaper he was there, newspaper used to be nice to read since he's on it everyday, i later used to complain nowadays nothing nice to read ah since he went in parliament... later he went in the parliament and represent our state/division in the parliament or sth. (correct me if am wrong)
Besides that, the audit firm that i work last holiday, well it's partly owned by him, all the finalize i had done is for Lau Hoi Chew and Co, aka him~ except a few for my boss, Lau & Ling. Anyway back to this man, the Sibu we now have, all the changes esp the road and trees in the middle of the road, are caused of him, that's how much influence he had on my town nah~ a VIP in our place~ oh and he passed away from cancer. He had family histories of cancer (according to my mum) as few of his sibling die from cancer too.
Not feeling sad or anything, just sighing~ on how things had changes, 以前那么的理所当然的事都变得如此难得不可求的~ things will continue to changes even if we don't like it... grandparents (mother side one) that are closed to me already passed away, father side (my grandma still there) but cos am not closed to her i don't really feel much but i wonder how it is for those of u who still have your grandparents around, and are closed to u feel whenever u see people dying cos of age or illness or when u went home and see how old/weak they had gotten?
When my mother side grandparents passed away, i don't feel particular sad somehow. Dunno is is cos am still primary student or i was more optimism back then thinking at least they did not die in great pain and can now rest in peace in Fathers place. Feeling lonely sometime without them or unable to talk to them of cos but i wonder how's thing will be different if it happen now? esp am so much sentimental this days, easily getting depress or sad on very small things even if am telling myself stop crying over small things or without any particular reasons. (and they r really small things hahaha u will all shake head if you heard the reason of the most recent incident of me dropping tears in public, me also embarrassed but just can't help it hahaha family are the only persons i can easily be a crybaby in the world). I know most of you never saw me crying before even if you been my classmate or live with me for long time or what, the only tears you ever saw are the one 'laugh till tears come out' type.
Source: Malaysiakini
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