Friday, October 16, 2009

I can start seeing the ah mu version of me

It's been almost 10 days since i last update the blog, no choice, final is here, got assignment, not in mood, nothing to write etc...

Just hand in one of my worst assignment that i had ever do. How bad it is? bad until mahu cincai write also cannot. It's the darn excel thing, that Q4 (b) asking me for the best regression model thing for that multi-regression, and we have to do that trial-and-error thing using different combination until u get the best equation to explain that jilaka mess up relationship! There's 6 variable + pretty sure it's not linear~ awful stuff, it is! and the worst, i didn't figure it out, got annoyed, gave up and went to bed but the perfectionist side of me kacau kacau, can't have a good sleep T_T end up staring at it till the very very last minute.... till the moment i have to go hang in edi~ Why am i so persistent on that 1 question? well, as some of u might guess edi, there (c), (d), (e), (f) down there all refer to that darn equation... it's the first time EVER, me hang in assignment with one question got a plan dialogue box there! seriously mahu write rubbish also can't! and the wording! seriously! maths people! can u just word the question in a manner that everyone can understand?? i know u r trying to use some pro-maths term but what's the use of it if we all cannot understand boh!! took me VERY long + many sweat and tears attempt before i kinda figure out what's the question want....

After i hang in the assignment and went home in my Zombie mode, that's when the ah mu part kick in. It's my laundry day, i figure i can stuff in my clothes to the machine and go take a nap and when i wake up i can jst chuck it into dryer and so that's was my plan, just now when i went down, after my nap, i took the clothes out and stuff it in the dryer while thing "hmm.... today weather quite good ah despite been 17 degree only, the sun power really ah, after left clothes in machine for so long it even start feel dry edi" Clothes usually feel a bit cold at night or early morning due to the surrounding temperature BUT the wet one should be even colder than that, for some reason my brain just couldn't figure it out~ I started loading my clothes into the dryer but then i kept getting this strange feeling like sometime missing, it's the situation where my body sub-consciously know sth is not right but my brain just couldn't figure it out. I was like "oo, this baju feel + smell like it just come of from me leh~ even after it's been wash....." and that's when my brain suddenly click! wire/plug finally connected. I open up the washing powder cartridge and yesh, washing powder and softener still sit in there.... nicely!!!!!!!

GOSH! that's exactly what my mum did, when she was very busy and in the rush to go to work! but then when she did that she was 45+ and i am just 21 now!!! not to mention i also ALWAYS ALWAYS forgot what i wanna said 1 minutes ago (i know many people did that do) but that's like an alarming sign! ah~ the shadow of the old women angeline edi start to emerge here~ even before i can graduate from uni~

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