Not in the mood....

Sigh~ it's that time of the period when me started to be unfriendly to whoever i had been a bit annoyed with, esp the 'friend' that am not emotionally close with. Reason for the "" on the word friend is cos those are the people that we use each other during the time of need but after we finish using each other, we hardly keeping in touch with each other those kinda of friend, surely we seems super close in the class and so, pretentious eh~

Anyway, i notice myself went in the mood of starting to be very bitter to those type of person yesterday, when we got my sweat + tears Cost info assignment back, not very well done but am happy with 71~ Jay who did the work is happy with that mark despite he got better last time but Fred, the @##$ who didn't really do his part is a bit unhappy cos well of cos his and emily part is the reason why we even get 71 and not 81. My part i got full mark, Jay part also almost perfect, the only reason we didn't fail is cos when i re-write their part, i get almost perfect on demonstrating the understanding of topic skill but NOT the application, no way i can do that in 2 hrs am telling ya! esp when it's never was my responsible to understand the company + manufacture to able to apply it well. Fred put up that face of why he's part get so bad leh face and frankly it's very annoying. It's not like he work hard for it and so and the assignment, if not for Jay part, it's like MY assignment already. The mark is actually better than what i anticipate since i shee a fail when they gave me their part, when i re-write everything for them in 3 hrs i just pray for a pass. Am not in the sacrifice mode that i wanna panic and spend whole night not sleeping trying to help those 2 jerk getting better mark or so.

So when Fred show me that expression of why i didn't get perfect mark + wanna complain complain there and expect me to comfort him by saying stuff like okay lah not bad lah u did a good job etc, go fuck urself! am not ur mum or what! what's done is done, there's nothing i can do about it, why do i have to comfort u or so when u didn't even work hard for it and it's not like we fail it or what, we got a 71 out of 100 not out of 200 for god sake! Hence i display that annoying + impatient face + tone and run away fast before i tak tahan and let out that bitter side of me.

Normally this kind of thing, i jst complain to friend and get over it, i hardly ever feel this annoyed! the final pressure has really gotten on me i guess~ oh well i couldn't be bother about how he feel or so, who is he to me that he think i have to worship him like a king. Obviously me didn't like that person to be able to be so mean hahaha, despite in my time bomb mode i never annoyed by Vanya who wake me up from my sweet dream with the phone or our usual on and on complain. That's the different, people who nice to me and to which i care can annoyed me even when am in time bomb mode but not the people who r not that close to me, i would just blast them with mean word.

PS: family are different, family are the one that i can always display my truth feeling without holding back, if me in bad mood i can jst display of my bad mood hehe~ i think everyone in my family is like that, my mum would scold everyone of us on thing she usually didn't mind when she's on fire, my dad almost never let his temper on us, my bro is the ah pek with endless nagging, my sis, well when that's happen with me it's WW - > Wong's war, it's sad if u even have to pretend in front of your family mah~